happy happy happy monday!

hari ini gue bisa enjoy hari gue disekolah. tadi gue bisa ketawa lepas. cuma gara-gara gue norak foto-foto pake hp sony ericcson. jadi kan mode nya ada yang kaya kartun itu loh tau ga sih? ya ada lah pokoknya. ntar deh di upload tapi foto-fotonya masih di dinda. terus juga si kunyuk kunyuk itu ga bertingkah. cuma ada sih tadi gue di liatin gaenak gitu sama ada lah ex kelas gue. tapi yaudahlah. terus tadi juga gue sempet ngobrol sama yang laennya ga cuma nadine nadia runi dinda yunia dan bla bla bla. yah intinya seneng lah.

oya tadi allika dapet kado 3 loh. ciye allika happy birthday yoo sorry belom kadonya lagi kere nih haha. ya terus gue mikir aja. masih ada yang peduli ga ya sama gue.bukannya ngarepin kado sih (tapi kalo yang mau ngasih boleh kok) tapi maksudnya bakal ada yang ngupacip ke gue selain yang deket ke gue ga ya? gue yakin ultah gue tahun ini gabakal seseneng waktu smp. gue mau ngelupain hari ultah gue aja deh biar gasakit hati. hehe. jangan ada yang ngingetin gue ya kalo ultah gue tanggal 19 maret. ssstt

oya oya oya masa tadisekitar jam setengah 6 an pas gue masih sendirian dirumah ada yang nelfon ke rumah. gue gatau itu siapa. dia juga gajelas dia ngomong apa. yang jelas dia ga ngomong "halo" atau "bisa bicara dengan ...?" kaya orang biasanya kalo telfon. suaranya juga gue ga kenal. dia ngomong satu kalimat yang gue gajelas itu kalimat apa. terus gue bilang halo lagi terus dia ngulang lagi kalimat-yang-gajelas-itu-apa. terus gue tanya "ini siapa ya?" eeeeehhh ditutup. sumpeh langsung merinding guee. abis sumpah tu misterius abis horror ga boong! suaranya serak serak mendesah bisik-bisik gitu tapi ga dibuat-buat. uda gitu kemaren allika baru cerita tentang sodaranya yang suka ngangkat telf aneh tiap hari pas magrib. kan jadi parno gue. hiiiiiiii

kemarin

ada apa dengan kemariiin? kemarin aku bersenang senang. kemarin gue sama allika ayu rida ke PH nonton bedtime stories. oya di traktir allika loh. ihiiiiyy tengkyu allikaaa selanjutnya ditunggu makan makannya ya. sumpah tuh film goblok abis selama nonton gue ketawa terus. lumayanlah bias bikin gue seneng. oya oya oya kan sebelom nonton gue beli popcorn dulu kan ya eh masa abang abangnya kaya tai. dia kan lagi mau ngambil popcorn kan ya terus tau tau popcornnya disiram kearah gue ayu allika sama rida. yaaa walopun emang gakena karena kebates sama tempat popcornnya (aduh apasih namanya apasih? pasti gangerti deh) tapi tetep aja kaget. naaaah terus abis nonton kita mau makan soalnya pada kelaperan gitu deeh. terus kita caw ke nasi goreng kebon sirih. enak deh. tapi aneh gitu rasanya bisa nyampur semua. terus abis itu pulang deh. eh kerumah rida sebentar deng foto foto ngobrol ngobrol terus pulang deh.
nih foto fotonya
















waw gakerasa fotonya nguploadnya kbanyakan haha
*FYI tie dye yang gue pake itu gue yang bkin sendiri loooh lucu ya

oya dijalan pulang di mobilnya rida gue denger lagu because of you nya kelly klarkson. kok gue ngerasa kena ya?

I will not make the same mistakes that you did 
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery 
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far 

Because of you 
I never stray too far from the sidewalk 
Because of you 
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt 
Because of you 
I find it hard to trust 
Not only me, but everyone around me 
Because of you 
I am afraid 

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life 
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you 
I never stray too far from the sidewalk 
Because of you 
I learned to play on the safe side 
So I don't get hurt 
Because of you 
I find it hard to trust 
Not only me, but everyone around me 
Because of you 
I am afraid 

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else 
You just saw your pain
And now I cry 
In the middle of the night 
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

gimana? agak maksain sih emang haha


oya buat allika HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUU HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUU MUAH semoga semuanta tambah tambah yaa tambah tinggi khususnya. haha peace ah

it's friday im in love

eh gue nemu ini di bulbo friendster. asik loh ngisinya haha. tapi ikutin rules nya yaa

1. Put your music on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the memo as well as the person you got the memo from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
spotlight

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
mercy. hah?masa sih?

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
kesempatan kedua. hem

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
better off alone. iya bangettzzzz

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
dicintai tuk disakiti hahaha

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
burning up

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
emotion

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
you make it real. make what?

WHAT IS 2+2?
rain on your parade. ih yang bener 4 tau jawabannya

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
you give me something. yes they give me happiness

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
that's what you get

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
everlasting love. WOW haha

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
the little things. no no a little things

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
when you look me in the eyes

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
candu asmara

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
dia. aw aw aw

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
listen. nguping maksudnya

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
labels or love?

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
happy someday yeeaaah

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
you found me. iya abis kalo kamu nemuin aku ntar aku yang jaga

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
if i were a boy. haha thats why i dont want to be a boy. because i will cry haha

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
if i never see your face again. THAT'S RIGHT

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
face down. ok never again

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
with you. yes with him. i will kill him first then i will kill myself

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
a change is gonna come

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
cat and mouse. hah??aku kan manusia mah pah

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
kiss the girl. ga nyambung

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
leavin'. soo dont leave me alone awawaw haha

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
officially missing you. missing who?

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
it's friday im in love

try mister try seru deh haha. oya tadi gue ngisi kuis di facebook
nih result nya

Ghastsoul

u would kill any1 in ur way

yes i will kill anyone in my way. haha

yaudah deh ya gini aja dadah

sama saja.

halo halo halo. hemmm udah lama ga ngepost nih. minggu ini uda mulai sekolah sekolah soalnya. hem mumpung minggu minggu pertama jarang ada pr yaa masih gampang lah buat ol. oyaa tau ga sih lo? dikelas gue ada anak baru loh. namanya siapa ya? aduh gatau belom kenalan langsung sih. dia kalo gasalah pindahan dari ibs. kalo ga salah. belom sempet ngobrol sih. belom sempet dan gatau bakal sempet apa ngga. abis ya abis kayanya dia sama aja kaya kebanyakan anak laennya. keliatan dari luarnya. ah yaudahlah. emng kayanya gue stuck sama temen yang itu itu aja. tapi gue malah jadi bersyukur. walaupun teman gue terbatas tapi mereka itu bener bener temen (yang ngerasa pasti langsung senyum senyum)ya alhamdulillah deh. subhanallah ya. yang penting mereka ga FAKE!

hem walaupun kehidupan disekolah gue ga ngenakin, tapi gatau kenapa ya ko gue ga ada perasaan buat males sekolah ya? yaa kalo males sekolah gara gara mau libur terus sih sering hehe maksudnya ga kepikiran aja buat ninggalin sekolah ku tercinta labschool. hehe. gatau kenapa. padahal disekolah gue ga punya penyemangat loh (gebetan dan sejenisnya-red) yaa selain teman teman gue tercinta.

hem oya oya gue ganti template lagi loch. lucu ga lucu ga? lucu dong kaya yang punya. oya terus page elementsnya baru ditambahin sedikit. ntar deh ditambahin lagi biar rame. yaudahdeh segini aja ya mau maen facebook nih. yaudahdadahbyebye

keep holdin' on

Avril Lavigne
Keep Holding On lyrics

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side
You know I'll take your hand

When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in

Keep holdin' on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just, stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you

There's nothing you can say (Nothin' you can say)
Nothing you can do (Nothin' you can do)
There's no other way when it comes to the truth

So, keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late
This could all disappear

Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side
I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend, Yeah yeah

Keep holdin' on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just, stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you

There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

Hear me when I say
When I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change
Nothing's gonna change destiny

Whatever's meant to be
Will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah..

La da da da, la da da da da
La da da da da da da da da

Keep holdin' on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you

There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

Ahh, ahh
Ahh, ahh
Keep holdin' on
Ahh, ahh
Ahh, ahh

Keep holdin' on
There's nothing you could say
Nohing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through




*hayoo ada yang mau nyanyiin ini buat saya?

resolusi 2009

ngeliat buletin board di friendster banyak yang ngepost tentang resolusi 2009 gue juga jadi pengen ikutan bikin hehe.
gue harap bakal tercapai semua. amiiin.

1. awal tahun harus uda pasang behel
   
2. tahun ini rambut gue harus uda panjang lagi kaya dulu
3. HP BARUUU ASAP!
4. hemm i wish i could kick him ass
5. gue ga boleh menye menye lagi. i must face it all. all the shitty shit
6. putihan dikit dong hehe
7. tinggian lagi kali ya hehe
8. naik kelas dengan rapot bagus masuk jurusan ipa
9. ngeberesin semua suasana yang ga ngenakin
10. bisa deket sama si lucu itu tuh yaa inisialnya u-t-a laah kalo dibalik jadi atu. haha(yang ini uda pasti gakesampean)

hem udah ah segitu aja. kebanyakan planning ntar malah gakesampean lagi hehe. buat yang nomor 10 itu iseng aja gausah dianggep serius tapi kl emang bisa deket sih aaaaghgasyuteywtshbdjs/?';\*&^$#@+=!***

hehe udah ah. mau maen yoville sama pet society dulu yaa

masuk sekolah lagi

hem. ini bakal berat buat gue. kembali lagi ke hari hari yang berat. mulai sekarang gue gaboleh lari lagi. gue harus coba buat ngadepin itu semua. yeah! i can face it! i can and i hope..